Ellasphere

Self-Motivation November 5, 2008

Hello! Hello! It’s been a long time since I last posted on this blog. I’ve been very busy juggling my commitments and I have to admit.. I sometimes lack the inspiration and the motivation to give my best at those areas… makes me feel like I am just existing, more like a robot programmed to do things in monotony. I don’t know. I guess I am at the point of asking myself… where do I go from here, or, what is my purpose now? and some other self-realizations that would help me sum up how I can be my best in all of my dealings and how I can be a blessing to others.

Motivation is what makes you begin to do things. It makes you commit to the endeavor that you ought to pursue, which defines your purpose in life. I think motivation is not that hard to find, especially the extrinsic ones. The intrinsic, I think is what one needs to search for to have that sustaining power to continue what has started.

I guess, at present I am at the point of finding that sustainance to keep me motivated with what I need to accomplish and finish. But then at times, procrastination make me delay the things that I can become. Oh, I have always perceived myself to be this and that, and I am so capable of doing so much, but then, OY!

Inspiration, I have also lacked in along the way, and has affected me in a very significant ways. Before I have looked at problems in a positive way but then it made me numb after… It shouldn’t be that way, WAKE UP, ELLA!

So there, I have babbled once more. I guess I really need to get back to writing to express myself.

Anyway, sometimes we know the answers to all our conquests and we know how to deal these and that.. but the execution has to be done in a consistent manner and with conviction and commitment.

haaay.. I need to read more once again! and pray some more too!

Well, if you are also into what I am into right now , then there is no use to punish ourselves, will it? It is never too late to try and getup once more and fly like peter pan, huh? Start with happy thoughts! and again giving your trust to the Lord and have Him be the captain of the ship.

So here’s to motivation and becoming whole again!